Talent
scout
Queer artists find innovative ways to connect
with San Diego art lovers
BY JONATHAN YOUNG
Published 19 January 2006
“Are you scared to be called queer?”
Jamie asked his neighbor. The question stopped Steve in his tracks.
Without even turning around, he asked back, “Aren’t
you?”
“Dunno,” Jamie answered honestly. “Maybe.”
This discussion is a pivotal moment between the
two characters in Diversionary Theatre’s current production,
Beautiful Thing . It’s a hard-hitting yet tender moment
that opens the second act as two young men, played by Matt Barrs
and Joseph Panwitz, try to define their own identities and develop
a budding relationship between friends.
It’s also an appropriate dialogue when compared
to San Diego’s queer arts community. Painters like Sam Frazier
are establishing their own identity as out artists. Gay actors
like Angelo D’Agostino are building relationships with not-so-gay
audiences. Lesbian singers like Lauren DeRose are connecting with
a growing and diverse crowd. Queer photographers like Andrew Printer
are shattering conventional stereotypes with challenging and compelling
imagery.
As local GLBT artists continue to define their
place in San Diego culture and develop a relationship with both
the gay and straight communities, they are answering Jamie’s
question. No, they are not afraid to be called queer. They are
quite proud of it.
Yet an artist’s pride is not enough to make
an out artist successful. Finding ways to express their creativity
is any artist’s greatest trial. Even though society is evolving
and maturing in its acceptance of our community, expressing an
out and proud vision is even more challenging.
San Diego GLBT artists are, however, taking advantage
of unique scenes and groundbreaking opportunities to showcase
their talents. They are supporting existing underground movements
of independent artists, joining growing networks in and outside
the community, and even producing their own venues to sing, dance,
act, paint, direct, draw, photograph and sculpt their own rainbow.
Casting
call
There is strong diversity within the GLBT community
for how artists define themselves. Are they queer artists or artistic
queers? Some are out to express a robust queer message, making
their sexuality a major focus of their work. In contrast, there
are artists on the other side of the rainbow who let their product
speak for itself, without any gay context. And there is a wide
range of entertainers in between each extreme.
“I became more outspoken as far as being a queer voice,”
says Stephen J. Remington, a radical activist that uses his art
to challenge gay male stereotypes and speak to a younger generation.
“I was really feeling this lack of visibility of radical,
alternative, sort of punk rock, male role models when I was growing
up. I felt like I needed to fill that void with my work.”
As a graduate student at UCSD, Remington specializes in disciplinary
art that mixes installation and video art. It’s a hands-on
approach to convey not only his creativity, but also his culturally
charged messages.
“The work I have done in the past four to five years has
evolved around issues of anti-queer assimilation, queer visibility,
queer activism, cross-generational relationships, constructs of
intimacy as seen in the public sphere, and displacement of sexuality,”
he explains. “The most recent work is looking at the way
queers have reclaimed public space for intimate encounters and
private relations.”
Although not as politically motivated, blues and jazz singer Candye
Kane uses her light-hearted songs to lobby for acceptance and
tolerance. As a longtime performer, she has never backed away
from expressing her bisexuality.
“I use humor in music affectively to make people think about
issues,” Kane says. “I also just sing about things
that I know. As a large-sized, former teenager welfare mom, bisexual,
former plus-size porn star blues singer, I have a well-rounded
perspective.”
Her perspective has recently earned her Album of the Year by Queer
Radio, and nominations for Artist of the Year and Best Blues Album
of the Year at blueswax.com, the Web site for the magazine Blues
Review . Kane, who thinks of herself as a black drag queen stuck
in a white woman’s body, has attracted an eclectic following
because of her openness.
“I’ll use a song like ‘The Lord was a Woman’
to bring up the dialogue of gender questions. I do songs that
are considered bisexual or gay songs, like ‘She was My Baby
Last Night’ or ‘I’m in Love with a Girl.’
I also have a new song called ‘Masturbation Blues’
where I extol the virtues of masturbation,” Kane says. “I
think my music really speaks to people who feel really disenfranchised
for whatever reason. That’s why I feel I have had a firm
audience for years and years of gay, bisexual and transgender
people.”
Still, some artists do not find the need or do not have the opportunity
to express their sexuality through art.
“For me, I think I am a little different than most gay artists,”
says artist Adam Lewis Smith. “The gay thing is just a part
of me. It’s not everything.” Smith creates large-scale
kaleidoscope images using individual pieces of photography. The
images are mostly from nature. It’s an original concept,
he says, where he can use up to 120 different photos to create
a bigger picture.
Frazier, who also uses photography in his mixed-media work, is
an artist that adds gay elements to his work as a reflection of
his own personality.
“I would classify my work as queer themed, because my artwork
is about my life experiences and I am gay,” Frazier says.
“I would like to think it has a more universal appeal.”
DeRose’s musical work is similar. She jokingly classifies
her folk rock tunes as “happy-suicide music,” and
says GLBT issues are prevalent in her songs because she’s
expressing issues affecting her life.
“I would say about 90 percent of the songs that I write
are about relationships I have had with women, or their relationships
with other women from an outsider’s point of view. That’s
what was present in my life at the time,” DeRose says. “I
would like to be known as an artist, as a singer-songwriter, rather
than some chick that only does lesbian shows. Right off the bat
it brings up a bad stereotype of a whiny woman – especially
if I have my acoustic guitar – whining about politics or
about how some guy treated her. That’s totally not me.”
Acceptance is a constant message in the music of Skott Freedman,
a local bisexual activist that has been using lyrics to express
his sexuality.
“I’ve always been an out artist,” Freedman says.
“I would rather be true to myself and have a bunch of loyal
fans than to put out this camouflaged art. I’m a realist
when it comes to my art, so there are not a lot of hidden images
and metaphors.”
Still, Freedman won’t compromise his music.
“I won’t try to squeeze it into a song if it doesn’t
belong. In that sense, I am not trying to force my message or
preaching,” he says.
“The gay community is a big part of my following, yet my
art is not necessarily gay at all,” says Sue Palmer, the
San Diego queen of boogie-woogie music. “I have a song on
my newest album that is called ‘Gertrude and Stein.’
It’s about a fictitious women’s bar that Candye Kane
sings. She loves the gay community. I think she feels at home
more in the gay community just because she’s such a weirdo.
She can be just one of the people.”
In the acting circles, there is a blurred line between who is
gay and who is not. Theater is generally regarded as being more
accepting than other mediums, and sexuality as not that big of
an issue.
“I don’t know that there is a separate gay theater
community,” says Tim Irving, an out gay actor and director
who is currently the only queer aspect of the Cygnet Theatre’s
Biedermann and the Firebug . “There’s the gay community
and the theater community and they overlap, but they’re
not exclusive of one another.”
Performance space
Regardless of how an artist’s sexuality is expressed in
their work, all artists in every genre are faced with the challenge
of finding a place to connect with the public. It’s a continual
struggle, but there are a few cherished locations where queer
art thrives.
“San Diego definitely has a strong independent scene,”
Freedman says. “In a lot of cities, you get the feeling
you’re not going to do anything unless you are signed with
a music company. There are a lot of indie artists who are constantly
playing places like Twiggs coffee house. I feel there is a lot
of support for people trying to make it on their own without the
corporate dollar.”
Twiggs Tea & Coffee on Park Boulevard in University Heights
and Lestat’s on Adams Avenue in Normal Heights are top locations
to see live performances, as well as at Korova Coffee Bar, which
is down the street from Twiggs. Each coffee shop also hosts artist
exhibits.
“Lestat’s is probably the number-one place as far
as the setup goes,” DeRose says. “There are tables,
you can have something to drink there, there is art on the walls
and they have phenomenal sound and lights. Any kind of music can
play there, especially more singer-songwriters. Plus, Twiggs has
the most amazing sound.”
DeRose performs with lesbian rocker Alicia Champion at Twiggs
on March 10.
A handful of other coffee shops support queer artists, such as
David’s Coffeehouse on Fifth Avenue in Hillcrest and Urban
Grind, also in Hillcrest, on Park Boulevard.
Printer curates a photography exhibit at Soup or Salad restaurant
in University Heights. Palmer performs her boogie-woogie show
on Thursdays at Martinis Above Fourth, and Bourbon Street hosts
several live concerts each week.
“Ashley Matte is our strongest performer here,” says
Leo Moore, one of Bourbon Street’s managers. An out lesbian,
Matte performs an eclectic mix of soothing guitar and rock-solid
hits every Sunday night. Bourbon Street also presents other singers
on Thursday and Friday nights.
This underground movement of unique performance spaces and galleries
has a vast following of loyal fans, mostly from GLBT neighborhoods.
“You’ll see a lot more people that are in our community,
a certain amount of the artistic kind, would hang out in a coffee
shop to relax,” DeRose says. “I don’t know if
you are going to get the straight male wanting to go to a coffee
shop to chill out, buy some artwork and read 100 Years of Solitude
.”
In addition to the small, cozy venues, San Diego also has several
large-scale venues that exclusively spotlight queer artistic expression.
Diversionary Theatre, for example, is celebrating two decades
of staging exclusively GLBT plays. The mission of the theater
is to produce plays with gay, lesbian and bisexual themes that
portray characters in their complexity and diversity both historically
and contemporarily.
“The mission is still important in this day and age,”
says Diversionary executive director Dan Kirsch. “While
GLBT people are fitting into the mainstream culture more, there
are a lot of our stories to tell. The theater is an excellent
vehicle for telling those personal stories.”
“I think that people can and should be exceedingly proud
of a theater like Diversionary,” says Tim Irving, who has
worked with Diversionary for years. “Not only because of
how it services the GLBT community but because of how well respected
and highly regarded it is in San Diego’s theatrical community.
And yet it’s still very much a communal gathering place.”
Another long-established standard within the community is Pride,
the queen of all queer events. More than 40,000 people cruise
through the 32-year-old Pride festival to see, dance and listen
to nonstop queer performances. Pride’s newly appointed executive
director, Ron W. Ortega deHarte, Jr., plans on expanding the live
shows this year.
“I think the entertainment lineup is going to be unlike
anything we’ve ever seen at Pride,” deHarte says.
“The biggest difference is [that] the entertainment component
is not substantially or significantly different, there is just
going to be a lot more. At least two stages will be added. There
will be a lot more performance, from musical, cultural, comedy
and dance.
“That creates a lot of opportunity for a lot of local performers
to get exposure,” deHarte continues. “We’re
not talking about holding auditions for entry-level groups either.
We’re talking about professional-level, quality organizations
that are going to be participating.”
In addition to the performance spaces, Pride also hosts an art
exhibit at the annual festival. Now in its third year, deHarte
hopes the exhibit will grow and flourish.
Premiere events
Despite these accepting and generous spaces, artists feel San
Diego still lacks adequate support for independent and queer artists.
For example, music halls almost exclusively book out-of-town performers
backed by big music labels, and art galleries cater to the tourism
crowd and shun local artists if they don’t paint decorative
images.
The queer community is a resourceful bunch, however, and artists
are busy creating ingenious methods to fill the performance-space
voids.
“Unfortunately, this is not Los Angeles or New York. We
don’t have the artistic background that other communities
do. We have to go after things ourselves,” says D’Agostino,
an out actor and singer. “You rely on those other people
within other networks and especially within our gay and lesbian
community to support that. The nice thing is that they do.”
D’Agostino has teamed up with G. Scott Lacy to create a
series of cabaret-style shows. Interestingly enough, all of the
performance places they have performed at have been traditionally
straight venues.
“Every song that I picked was a big blues jazz ballad from
the ’30s and ’40s made famous by a female vocalist,
that were [written] by men. It’s me as a man singing these
huge love songs – all these Judy Garland, Ella Fitzgerald
and Nina Simone deep bluesy songs – but singing from my
perspective,” he says. “I don’t shirk out or
hide that I am a gay man. It’s an opportunity for me to
pose a question for people: ‘Does it really matter?’
These songs have the same intentions and the same heartfelt love
regardless of your sexuality.”
“Those are the things you have to fabricate,” Palmer
adds, talking about her gig at Martinis Above Fourth. “You
have to go looking for places where you can perform – making
up your places.”
Gay artists Remington, Frazier, Printer and Justin Frizza are
pooling their resources together to present a large-scale joint
exhibit at Limbo Gallery in Hillcrest. The event, titled “Beyond
the Surface,” opens in April and aims to represent a slice
of the contemporary gay experience from four different perspectives.
These artists create their own queer realities and, more importantly,
when necessary, they create their own gay fantasies.
“It started because [myself] and one of the other artists
involved in the show, Andrew Printer, were both in the same position
because we had both just left mainstream careers and we were trying
to get our art out there,” Frazier says of the show. “We
thought since we had done one show together, we should try to
get more shows together to promote ourselves. Then we expanded
upon that and thought we could get some more gay artists.”
Smith has gone one step further and opened his own studio, the
Eagle Nest Gallery in Mission Hills.
“The gallery has done fairly well,” he says. “Art
sales fluctuate. I sold about $70,000 worth of art last year,
but I haven’t sold anything since August.”
MC Flow, a.k.a. Abby Schwartz, has connected with
a local network of hip-hop artists to find performance spaces.
The Community, as they are called, is not exclusively a GLBT organization,
but MC Flow does feel welcome in the group.
The biggest network of queer artists, however, has to be the connections
established by Danielle LoPresti and Alicia Champion. The lesbian
singers launched the San Diego Indie Music Fest in 2004, and in
the last two years have showcased more than 70 independent bands.
“San Diego Indie Music Fest was this dream, this little
vision that both Danielle and I had for a very long time, long
before we even met each other,” Champion says. “We
both envisioned this huge indie celebration that we can orchestrate
to educate people on what indie means and the indie culture.”
The event, held in the first week of November, attracts an eclectic
crowd, both on stage and off. Champion and LoPresti received more
than 500 band submissions just this last year, and attracted a
crowd of 2,000 music fans.
“Diversity is key to our festival. There is no discrimination,”
Champion says. “The only qualifications a singer has to
have to be considered for our festival is they have to be exceptional
and they have to be independent. This is truly the first really
gay/straight integrated arts event in San Diego.”
She says about half of the performers are queer artists.
“There are so many exceptional gay artists making music
in our community today. But a lot of them stay in that only-queer
niche,” Champion says. “Both Danielle and I feel there
is no reason for them to stay in that niche. A huge part of our
goal is to give people that platform.”
Critical acclaim
The GLBT community has always been a source of tremendous support
for its own artists. As the queer arts community matures and expands,
and shows its pride of being out and free, the audience continues
to grow, too. Yet there is still a lot to be done by both artists
and audience. There is an underlying call for support, from one
artist to another and from artist to fan.
“We are building our little network, but the trouble is
finding connections with the others in the queer community that
are creating their own communities,” Remington says. “There’s
a trick in San Diego to find a way to have dialogue with like-minded
radical queers. I’m not sure where that is.”
“There are a lot of opportunities to show your artwork here
in San Diego, and I have shown my artwork, but people in San Diego
don’t seem to be very interested in buying your artwork,”
Frazier says. “I find the local market to be very frustrating.”
“For the young artists, you need people who are going to
buy your artwork and allow you to continue to make your work,”
Remington says.
The GLBT arts community is a vibrant and innovative community
on the rise. It needs continued support and loyal patronage to
thrive, grow and prosper so artists can continue their work –
and be proud to be out.